Recent pages that represent the fragmentation I have experienced on my journey this lifetime. Parts are coming together in the process of healing. This has been a long and often painful process, but I find myself feeling more whole with time. Grateful for the love of family and friends. I have utilized many methods including EMDR, Neurofeedback, Meditation and Psychedelic therapies. Ketamine infusions have been quite powerful. You can view a 12 minute clip from an infusion on my YouTube channel.
A visual exploration of the anger that I have felt about all of the trauma I have experienced. I find myself in a burning building with only one way out, but it is high up and hard to reach. The ladders are broken and the structure is falling down. It appears that nobody is coming to rescue me.
Bringing in Spirit is uplifting. I feel connected to Ancestors, Spirit Guides, Angels and other beings when I do this work. Our dog Andie likes to work with me as well. I have incorporated some of my hand dyed fabrics and images from my Sacred Journey Medicine Cards deck into this piece.
Message:
39. RESOURCES
On a long and confusing journey, you come to a junction in the road and find a Colt there waiting. Out on its own, this young horse is finding its way, expanding its sense of self. You may feel lost at this juncture, but you will gradually discover a new fortitude and internal compass. Colt delivers a message of strength and independence, showing itself to you as a sign that you have what it takes to expand your personal freedom. Horse Medicine supports your need for autonomy, and Colt’s young spirit provides the energy and motivation to carry you through new terrain. Listen for the invitation to follow a newly emerging purpose, and follow your instincts to find your way out of the maze you have felt you were in. You are developing the power and endurance you need, and soon you will have all the resources necessary to carry you through.
Colt photograph, Montana, USA.
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All my best,
Mel